So I was in my room just about to blog about pool class, when my guinea pig name Midnight started acting weird. He was sneezing, yelling in a high pitch voice, and kept hitting his head on the wall of the cage. I picked him up to his eyes almost closed shut with crust. I starting crying. 'Cause when a guinea pig has crust all around his eyes it means he is sick and close to death. I ran up the stairs to tell my mom. She gave him some medicine that we give the new guinea pigs but it didn't last for long. As I was holding Midnight, he began to yell again and move around (I took that as a sign of him feeling better, but I couldn't have been more wrong). My brother, who's guinea pig died on Friday the 13th, told me that "there was blood on my shirt" I freaked out and looked at my sweat shirt seeing the red liquid. I'm still shaking from that. My mom said there's nothing I can do besides hoping for the best but when you're me the best isn't always there.
I just think every time I have something that I love God loves to take it away from me. I lost a lot of things in my life but dammit I'm not gonna lose my guinea pig. He's like my little baby. He was always there for me and made me feel better when I knew I wouldn't.
He was a gift of joy and fun. I love this little guy and I don't want to lose him tonight.
So God if you have a problem with me because I'm athirst then take it out on me. NOT my guinea pig. He as done nothing wrong in his life. He didn't know who was gonna adopt him. He is not guilty here. Take all of your anger out on me not him, please.
I can't lose another friend....
I'll keep you updated on Midnight.
So far he is finally drinking water but it's from a medicine shot thing. He won't eat though. He still comes up to me to rub my hand as if to say "I'll be okay" but I think we both know the answer isn't that.
I just think every time I have something that I love God loves to take it away from me. I lost a lot of things in my life but dammit I'm not gonna lose my guinea pig. He's like my little baby. He was always there for me and made me feel better when I knew I wouldn't.
He was a gift of joy and fun. I love this little guy and I don't want to lose him tonight.
So God if you have a problem with me because I'm athirst then take it out on me. NOT my guinea pig. He as done nothing wrong in his life. He didn't know who was gonna adopt him. He is not guilty here. Take all of your anger out on me not him, please.
I can't lose another friend....
I'll keep you updated on Midnight.
So far he is finally drinking water but it's from a medicine shot thing. He won't eat though. He still comes up to me to rub my hand as if to say "I'll be okay" but I think we both know the answer isn't that.
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